Happy?? Sad?? Relieved??

Off on last thursday. Have been hearing rumours that they will announce those yang kena SRS tt thurs. Eversince Tony told us tt there will be retrenchment, I have been feeling unez. Not sure why, I just know its gonna be me. I did my very best already & I've met all the targets. I pray hard tt I am not gonna get retrenched.

Friday came. Off to work as usual tapi hati dag dig dut.
Met Ros & Rosalind at the Paya Lebar MRT station. Then Rosalind told Ros tt there was a long meeing yesterday(Thurs) & they already have the names of those JO's who wil be retrenched. However,Rosalind say tt a few JO's frm CRM(my dept) will be transeferred to Corporate side. A re-org they say.
Ros tried to console me & say hopefully I wil not be kicked out & hopefully I will be the one to go over to the corporate end.

I reached the office & punch my card when Abang Rizman came over & told me tt I have been chosen to go over to the corporate side. There's 4 of us altogether tt was chosen. Abang Rizman, Saria, Joanne & myself.
It was announced to them yesterday.

I dunno wat to feel. Happy? Relieved? Sad??
My heart felt empty. In a way I felt quite sad & keep wondering why did they choose me? Is it bcoz I wasn't good enuff? Or did they just pick & choose in random?

I emailed to the girls immediately after knowing the news. I told ros, "Mulut u masin,lah ros..hehe". Ros told me just to take it in stride. @ least I did not lose my job. Which was true of course. The girls console me tt it is not the end. Maybe there's a blessing in disguise. I hope & I pray tt it is for good.

& yes, I wil be shifting to Comcentre..dah dekat ngan uma..heheheee....